Missions and one-on-one's aren't really the same. Like- during missions I'm Sailor Moon and I have my power, I have the ability to back myself up if something goes wrong. One-on-one is easier too... but...
I guess maybe the topic was the problem.
I'm... mnn... okay... so, you know how this world is all about balance? It's not that I can't hate, be jealous, or be angry, I can and I have been. But I have for so many years, fought with love, trust, and hope. There was never a situation I could not handle by not loving someone.
Even if Elios' condition isn't- wasn't all my fault [And she sure as hell blamed herself for it.] and that it had been going on for months... telling me "you suddenly have to hate," you know... just [Her fists clenched and she knocked the wood of the table.] It is so FRUSTRATING to have those JERKS who I've only EVER seen be assholes telling me how they can control and dampen their hate and anger if it's for the greater good but I've NEVER seen it.
Do you know how embarrassing it is to have those-those assholes sneer about my inability to hate when I've NEVER seen them show a single ounce of kindness or love but I'm the unbalanced asshole instead?
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I guess maybe the topic was the problem.
I'm... mnn... okay... so, you know how this world is all about balance? It's not that I can't hate, be jealous, or be angry, I can and I have been. But I have for so many years, fought with love, trust, and hope. There was never a situation I could not handle by not loving someone.
Even if Elios' condition isn't- wasn't all my fault [And she sure as hell blamed herself for it.] and that it had been going on for months... telling me "you suddenly have to hate," you know... just [Her fists clenched and she knocked the wood of the table.] It is so FRUSTRATING to have those JERKS who I've only EVER seen be assholes telling me how they can control and dampen their hate and anger if it's for the greater good but I've NEVER seen it.
Do you know how embarrassing it is to have those-those assholes sneer about my inability to hate when I've NEVER seen them show a single ounce of kindness or love but I'm the unbalanced asshole instead?