lightthedarkness: (Usagi) (I'm willing to die for this)
Usagi Tsukino ☾ Eternal Sailor Moon ([personal profile] lightthedarkness) wrote in [personal profile] heartofalioness 2017-09-09 12:11 am (UTC)

[Except that Beryl, Metalia, Wiseman, Nehellenia, Pharaoh 90, Mistress 9, and Galaxia actually just want her dead. Well, not the last one anymore. But the rest? Yeah, there was no "oh but there's a secret group who want to help the senshi." It was "Let's kill the senshi, let's kill Sailor Moon, let's take the silver crystal." That was it.

She frowned, not because Allura wasn't trying to relate, but because the circumstances were so different and not all that comparable.
]

I don't fear or distrust my past enemies, Allura. I'm the one who killed them all. I have killed every single one of them except one who died after my saving her. And if I distrust them it's because I know that there is no... no secret rebel group, they WANT me dead, period. And if they show up here, they'll want me dead here too.

I don't like these people, even though I love them and will die for them in that committee meeting, I'm not... I know some of them would take great pleasure in seeing me hurt or one of them, dead.

I don't like being talked down to them, I don't like that they act BETTER than me when they NOTHING about me. Do you know how many people have told me how naive how I am? How I clearly can't understand war or death or betrayal? They're older than me yet I'm the one who has to act like the adult while they're petty assholes?

But I can't call them out on it, now can I? Because that's what the Arehtei need, I even get yelled at BY the Arehtei even though they're hypocrites. Everyone talks about balance and yeah, maybe I'm NOT balanced but I'm at least willing to admit it.

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