I guess... I wanted to prove I could help in things that didn't have to do with my powers. Not that my powers mean anything here anyways.

But I just... for once, I wanted to be seen for the apparent wisdom everyone seems to say I have and uses against me. Which by the way, you are now like the third person to use my own words against me.

I know... that I'll basically start from square one all over again once I go back, I guess... I dunno, maybe I just want to prove to myself as much as others that I can be the queen everyone is expecting me to be without magic.