I know the feeling. [Okay, maybe she can share this.] After Altea was destroyed, all I had left were the mice and my advisor Coran. The humans were complete strangers from a totally different planet, while they already knew each other and needed a strong friendship to form Voltron.

[Starved for connection as she was, she thought she was the most expendable member of the team, the one that would be missed least strategically or emotionally if something happened to her.]

It's different, now, but... I know the feeling.