I KNOW THAT! [She stood up... and took a deep breath, sitting back down and resting her head in her hands.] I know that.
But what YOU aren't understanding is that I have people who will seek my death no matter how I act because that's what they want above all else, Allura. They want me dead, they want my planet as their own, but most of all, they don't care about any suffering they cause, that's what they WANT. I'm not dealing with someone who is a hair breadth from declaring war on me, Allura. I'm dealing with people whose ultimate goal is killing me and that is what is on their mind the entire time. It doesn't matter that they can't use my powers if I die, it doesn't matter that only I or someone of my linage can use my powers because they're linked to me, if they can't have that power, then all they want is to destroy it. Or if not to destroy it, to prove they are stronger than me and kill me for that instead.
And even though that isn't the case HERE, I can't apply the same thing here because we don't even HAVE a queen of Earth until I become it alongside Mamoru. I don't know what, how, or WHY, but somehow I become queen of the whole Earth. Never mind all the countries on Earth, and all the governments, and everything else, I've got all that plus people just wanting to kill me for existing cause I'm in their way.
I'm not... I'm not ready for that. [She finally admitted.] I'm not smart, I'm not tactful, I'm not political...
I'm a dumb blonde who is the reincarnation of a moon princess.
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But what YOU aren't understanding is that I have people who will seek my death no matter how I act because that's what they want above all else, Allura. They want me dead, they want my planet as their own, but most of all, they don't care about any suffering they cause, that's what they WANT. I'm not dealing with someone who is a hair breadth from declaring war on me, Allura. I'm dealing with people whose ultimate goal is killing me and that is what is on their mind the entire time. It doesn't matter that they can't use my powers if I die, it doesn't matter that only I or someone of my linage can use my powers because they're linked to me, if they can't have that power, then all they want is to destroy it. Or if not to destroy it, to prove they are stronger than me and kill me for that instead.
And even though that isn't the case HERE, I can't apply the same thing here because we don't even HAVE a queen of Earth until I become it alongside Mamoru. I don't know what, how, or WHY, but somehow I become queen of the whole Earth. Never mind all the countries on Earth, and all the governments, and everything else, I've got all that plus people just wanting to kill me for existing cause I'm in their way.
I'm not... I'm not ready for that. [She finally admitted.] I'm not smart, I'm not tactful, I'm not political...
I'm a dumb blonde who is the reincarnation of a moon princess.